Lesson...

 I can't shake this unwavering feeling that all I have prayed for, cried to God for & prepared for is all happenening...

There is a condition though... Listen to God...

Funny how when your desperate for God to move in your life, the fervent prayer & fasting comes so naturally, but when waiting on Him becomes a little too hard & you slowly find yourself giving into the desires of the flesh, accepting that maybe this is all it's set out to be, you stop praying, or atleast stop praying as honestly & with the same hunger, because sin separates you from God...

Like Adam & Eve, shame creeps in, and now you feel unworthy to go before Him, the sin has also become too sweet to walk away from, but deep down you know that this phase will not last forever and wait for the day that He will give you a reality check!! And when He does it Hits Hard!! Everything in your life will go wrong, from home to work, sickness will follow you & your children, work will bear no fruits & yes you will be broke all the TIME!!

Only until you wake up & realise that we serve a Jelous God! So once you put someone or something else on a Pedalstal, His Grace & Mercy will no longer cover you, because your only safe when your living in His Divine Purpose, but also be aware that the road is still not smooth, the tests & trials are granted, but by His Strength He will equip you & this too shall Pass...

That said, am learning how beautiful & peaceful it is to live in your purpose, you thrive, you glow, you love...

And one key element of Success am learning is to always give God what is His!!! First Fruits, Tithe & Offering... He really does give you back press down & shaken together!!!

Second thing... Be Fearless!! Share about His Greatness, His Love & Mercy, never be afraid to stand up and be counted as one of His, He will surely reward you...

Lastly, know who you are in Him!! Beautiful, Loved, Forgiven, The Head & not the tail & Favoured!! Once you tap into that reality you will have the courage to live the life He has set out for you, you will have the courage to walk away from that unhealthy relationship, you will have the courage to love the way God say's you should love, and you will have the courage to be a better Parent, a more intentional parent...

I hope this speaks to someone, because I really do feel the burden to reach out... I can't keep this all to myself...